"Team Techtonic is not answering."

Seriously, what went wrong or are we just good for hackathons?

What are we not doing?

Are we just good enough for the hackathons?

Are we not even good for hackathons and it was just a fluke?

LUCK?

Are we really going to leave the past? the history? the stories? that has been written and etched with our life. What would you say to those people who will seek for your stories in Future?

Will you just be a random someone and just look back 5 6 years later and lament about those times??

We on a peak of recognition, praises, became an example, an idols for brothers and sisters and brought pride to our family. Now all just left behind ??

Or am I delusional for thinking like that? Or am I a dreamer? Or even more scarier thought ... Are we not even dreaming any more? What went wrong? We don't see a way? We don't see a meaning? But what does even it means to mean for dreamers? Are dreams even dreams if they start having meaning? Dreams are supposed to be blurry. A dreamer knows the best part of the dream and the reason to pursue it becomes there goal.

There was never a clear story a clear path?

Isn't dreams supposed to be something we cannot acheive but even so we chase them? For the glory?

For it to be true and make our life's goal to make that dream a reality.

TEAM!! Is the drive lost? Is there no fire within you to show the people that supported us and those who cherised us? Do they supported us just for them to see us lost and fade away?

Was that what we thought when we lifted that trophy that night at the Plaza? Was that the reason those people looked at us like proud parents and have teary eyes? They saw us young people succeed and they were proud. It was what they wanted to get...they also wanted a award...only the award mattered to them who truly struggled day and night to receive that same award on the same stage?

Are we going to be just a word and just a tale? Why are we running and why are we not chasing? Since when did trying and dreaming started to be meaningless.

WHERE DO I STAND? WHY AM I ON THIS STAGE? WHY WAS I ON THAT STAGE? WHO TOOK US THERE? LUCK OR OUR EFFORTS?

Winning is meaningless when there is no desire to get the reward?

WASN'T WANTING TO WIN JUST ONE SINGLE HACKATHON BEFORE THE COLLEGE ENDS THE BEST THING THAT COULD HAVE HAPPENED?

NOW WHEN WE GOT A REWARD AND OUR NAMES GOT FAMED WE DON'T EVEN SHOW UP??

THIS IS NOT THE TEAM THAT SPEND COUNTLESS UNSLEPT NIGHTS IN THAT COLD FLOOR OF KMC.

THIS IS NOT THE TEAM THAT SAT THROUGH A WHOLE DAY OF PRESENTATIONS JUST TO HEAR OTHERS NAME AT THE END OF THE DAY.

THE TEAM THAT THOUGHT WE HAD THE BEST IDEA AND THE BEST PRODUCT AND WE FOUGHT WITH JUDGES AND ALL THOSE WHO DOUBTED US!! NOW DON'T WANT TO BELIEVE ON THAT SAME IDEA ?? HELL WE DON'T EVEN BELIEVE ON OURSELVES CAUSE SOMEONE IGNORANT THAN US DONT KNOW WHAT WE ARE TALKING ABOUT??

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG TEAM TECHTONIC!!?

LET NOT FORGET WHO THE FUCK WE ARE?? WHAT WE HAVE ACHIEVED AND BECAME !!

LET'S STOP AVOIDING AND LET'S SHOW UP...SHOWUP FOR EVERYONE WHO BELEIVED IN US...SHOWUP THAT THIS IS A FIRE THAT GOES SILENT TO BRUST OUT EVEN BRIGHTER AND LOUDER...LETS SHOWUP BEFORE THIS YEAR ENDS.....WHO THE FUCKKK WE ARE !!